Defeated

Some days I feel tired, some days worn out, today I just feel defeated. It is amazing how one choice can make such a huge impact. How one choice you think is helpful can make others feel hurt. I usually forget to pray when making choices. It is something I am working on. I long to help others and give advice, but now I feel defeated. I was feeling a very strong desire to help and now I'm not sure that it was a God thing. I think I will just give it a rest and let God work through others, not me. For today, I realized, I must have went too far. Hoping tomorrow I can find a new way to help others. A simpler way. A God lead way.