No need to read

Today is a day that I hope no one actually reads this. It is just a day I need a place to share my thoughts on "paper." 10 days ago I post that I am a new me and I am ready to embrace life. Today is a day I take about 3 steps back from that. I need to sit and pray but my kids are constantly questioning me, wanting things, needing things, etc. I can't go anywhere for 5 minutes without interruption. My thoughts bog me down. My insecurity is bubbling over. I have alienated myself from anyone but my kids. I love my kids, but I find myself very frustrated and snapping at them today. This is not the mom I want to be. I write this so I can move on from my depressing thoughts and move onto patient and loving words for the rest of the day.

My girls

Oh my children. They make me laugh, they make me cry, they make me happy, they make me sad. It is usually a roller coaster most days, but whenever I think to open my blog I see my girls staring at me with their beautiful eyes and it is refreshing. It always makes me happy. Grace looks so much older now from that picture, but her sweet soul is still the same. Nevaeh's freckles have sprouted since summer has started. I tell her that God made her a little extra special cause He gave her freckles. Like He just reached down and touched her nose and cheeks a few extra times. :)  Summer is coming! It probably will be fun, it will most definitely be busy, and it will most certainly be memorable. These two girls are the light of my life. Good times and bad. They are always there for me, even in my worst moments. I love these two with my whole heart. Beautiful, inside and out!