Can I rewind 5 days and do it all over again? No. Can I move forward. I will. It is too hard living in awkwardness and is no fun. I miss the bond and every day banter. It is not worth it...ever! Part of me is trusting that you have moved on too. :)
I have found that friendship means way too much! We live in a world with too many grudges being held. I don't want to be like that. And I am working on trusting when a person says they are moving on too, that it is true, not just a painted face. It is my own worries I work through. Not yours.
And I promise, my next post will be a happier one! :)