No need to read

Today is a day that I hope no one actually reads this. It is just a day I need a place to share my thoughts on "paper." 10 days ago I post that I am a new me and I am ready to embrace life. Today is a day I take about 3 steps back from that. I need to sit and pray but my kids are constantly questioning me, wanting things, needing things, etc. I can't go anywhere for 5 minutes without interruption. My thoughts bog me down. My insecurity is bubbling over. I have alienated myself from anyone but my kids. I love my kids, but I find myself very frustrated and snapping at them today. This is not the mom I want to be. I write this so I can move on from my depressing thoughts and move onto patient and loving words for the rest of the day.